Something cool that I heard in church on Sunday about the power of God if you just surrender:

In a Middle Eastern country (not sure which) the country's government was trying to pass a law that made it illegal to convert a Muslim to a Christian. A group of missionaries there did what they could and prayed and prayed to God that the law would not ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm in this alone. It's just me trudging through this relationship, battling the lonliness and battling the depression. When I'm with you, you give me all the little reassurances that I need. The soft kiss on my temple during the movie, the squeeze of my hand when we're walking, the little "I love yous" whispered under your ( Read more... )

I feel:

lonely
sad
scared
nervous
fat
depressed
longing
wishing
blank
stressed
lazy
menlacholy
indescribable
pessmisitc
restless
sore

this is so hard. i dont want to be here. but i dont want to be home. i dont really want to attend tech (then again, i don't want to attend OU either...or any other school), but I want to be there most of all. with you. it's the ( Read more... )

Okay, wow I havent updated in forever. I guess that's because I've been so busy with just simply being in Norman ( Read more... )

Okay well after reading Hannah's post, she got me into one of those really talkative-fast thinking-super stimulated kind of moods. So yea, I'm here writing in this thing. Okay so I leave in less than a week. [Oh God, I pray for you to give me courage and confidance and strength]. I was picking out my Rush outfits and bah it's so...bah. Give me ( Read more... )

My new favorite song: Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy

Just thought I'd make that clear.

I'm tired. I have to get up in 3 and a half hours. I'm hungry because I've hardly eaten at all today ( Read more... )

Sweetie, I heard this song and thought of you. It's prettier when you hear it....I'll play it for you. The "song" that they are sending to eachother is their love and then the other one sends it back to them. Baby, I love you. This year is going to be tough, but it's not the end of it. You have to help me. It...hurts. And...it's hard. But I love ( Read more... )

my baby and me in montana

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Well it's been awhile. About a month. I just got back to Dallas after three weeks of being gone, and it's good to be home. But lets not forget that I leave again in 15 days. And then I'm not exactly coming back again. ooooooof. Sad. I missed my mom when I was gone. I don't want to leave. We all knew this would happen, didn't we? Want more than ( Read more... )