jennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i just started my job today. we should hang out soon, i'd like to talk! when are you free in the next week? i'll be gone from monday-wednesday, but mornings besides that are okay. i don't know when you're working. let me know!
hey, i'm working wed, sat, and sundays- give me a call and we can get breakfast at one of the diners! you know i love my french toast... i miss you man. i hope all is well.
0. Your choice wasn't selfish, and it was the one I would have made if I didn't have to make everyone like me and make everything okay. It made sense and was probably the best choice to have made. The ramifications could not have been predicted and we cannot be blamed for them. Your subsequent telephone calls were absolutely necesary and completely the right thing to do. 5. Cough. Sorry about that. I'm also sorry for making things worse. Sorry. I am so sorry for the things I put you through and the things you had to see/take. 8. Good for you.
One hundred and seven days until we are back at EC.
0./5. please don't say sorry- the point of me writing this out was not to make you feel responsible for the events. all i am saying is that i have never seen some of this before. my feelings toward you in all of this are totally opposite my feelings for the other person. cancer patient vs. the flu, you being the patient. i'm just sorry i wasn't the best at handling situations. 8. Thank you :)
ps. 52 days until horse camp 93 days until RA training and are we getting stickers or not?! katy wants them to say summer 06, not just may!
yes, but i cannot hate money. and it beats going to walmart at 2am every other night!
i miss you too siz, i'm sorry we don't talk more. i'll work on that before i go to horse camp this time. and thanks for always being there (even if there is in GA..) <33
i miss your saturn and I hope things have calmed down a bit. Your dad is an animal. oh yeah about this waitress business, promise we won't become lifers? If I ever call you "hun" you know we're in trouble.
I am sorry to be contacting you, but I can't not respond to this.
I hope that you don't think I was the one testing you or that your anger is directed at me. I am doing very well. All I want is answers and an end to the tremendous guilt. The thought that our friendship may not survive this keeps me up almost every night. And this entry makes me realize that I have reason to think about that possibility. I apologize if I'm reading into it too much.
i love you man. i hope you still love me. and i hope you get through this. it isn't fair that you are now the one suffering more than me. i wish i could take it all back.
i promise i won't contact you again. and again, I'm sorry for contacting you now.
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i just started my job today. we should hang out soon, i'd like to talk! when are you free in the next week? i'll be gone from monday-wednesday, but mornings besides that are okay. i don't know when you're working. let me know!
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5. Cough. Sorry about that. I'm also sorry for making things worse. Sorry. I am so sorry for the things I put you through and the things you had to see/take.
8. Good for you.
One hundred and seven days until we are back at EC.
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8. Thank you :)
ps. 52 days until horse camp
93 days until RA training
and are we getting stickers or not?! katy wants them to say summer 06, not just may!
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also, i thought you hated working at the diner?
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i miss you too siz, i'm sorry we don't talk more. i'll work on that before i go to horse camp this time. and thanks for always being there (even if there is in GA..) <33
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you are going back to horse camp?!
i miss your saturn and I hope things have calmed down a bit. Your dad is an animal. oh yeah about this waitress business,
promise we won't become lifers?
If I ever call you "hun" you know we're in trouble.
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I hope that you don't think I was the one testing you or that your anger is directed at me. I am doing very well. All I want is answers and an end to the tremendous guilt. The thought that our friendship may not survive this keeps me up almost every night. And this entry makes me realize that I have reason to think about that possibility. I apologize if I'm reading into it too much.
i love you man. i hope you still love me. and i hope you get through this. it isn't fair that you are now the one suffering more than me. i wish i could take it all back.
i promise i won't contact you again. and again, I'm sorry for contacting you now.
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