sometimes, i scare me ( Read more... )

i don't know what i am doing.

but i'm not doing it to hurt them.

gah.

sometimes all i can say is that i really love my friends.
i mean that.this week when from phenomenally good to really fucking bad very quickly, and i am so grateful to have friends to lean on. they surprise me every time with how much more awesome they seem every day ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
life is good.

more on this later, maybe.

with change comes both good and bad.
i sound like a god damned fortune cookie.

i don't want the bad though.

i want to be that happy. so i'm going to work on things, and we'll see. maybe i can get there, too.

i miss sizzle like whoa, and it was awesome to talk to her.

dear life ( Read more... )

pros

saw tim. felt good being around him. set things straight in my head- i love him, but i am not in love with him. it's good enough.
road trip summer '05- scenic and well worth the drive
new bracelet
met sam brown. see below.

consdear person: QUIT IT ( Read more... )

i love driving. i really do. i had forgotten why, but this week was good for reminding me. i went to nh to visit shelly before i leave for camp. on tuesday i drove everywhere, down every road i wanted to. i got lost, and got unlost, all by myself. it was like new jersey driving, but i already found out new jersey. it was hilly, and also flat, and ( Read more... )

it's funny how life fucks with us. ( Read more... )