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oh fuck.

i cannot even process. but it is okay, and they are okay, and i will be okay, and okay.

shitfuck.

breaking down from every insult that you've taken
from one sided conversations,
burning out from all the minor misconceptions
that just play on your frustrations,
your self doubt has your head so turned around
there's not a catch phrase that can save you.

does anyone have less than jake- borders and boundaries?

i miss it.

"How hard is it to decide to be in a good mood, and then just be in a good mood?"

updates:
meg just brought me dinner, which made me wicked happy.
im getting a tattoo tomorrow. WOOOO.
i love some of my friends, and i cannot wait until summer.
i sometimes really hate circumstance.
i'm expecting a FAT paycheck.
it was a beautiful day today.
i think i am ( Read more... )

so yeah. great job complicating life, jen. what's up with that. life gets ridiculous.

in other (terribly awful) news,( Read more... )

THIS WAS UNCALLED FOR.

First of all:
            I am tired.
            I am true of heart!

And also:
            You are tired.
            You are true of heart!
( so this is the new year... )

exhausted. ran around all day getting family giftsssss. it was nutso.

i cant believe this year is almost over.

i really don't have anything to say, actually. just that i hope you guys have a happy holiday season. and i miss you kids. keep it real, okay?

finals: over.
chillin for another two days.

i hate you, linux. why you be so complicated?
also: i am a front desk machine. i better get some cash dollaz for this crap, its 8am.

shiiiiit.

going home will be interestingggggg.

i really miss having what i had in high school, but at this point, i have to question whether it would even count in my life right now. if i could stop myself from changing, i'd like to think i would. i would love to go back, but i still don't know where that was, let alone where i am now. this sounds very highschool, but maybe that's because i ( Read more... )