new user name : smartgrlslikeme
named after my favorite book.
add me if you want.

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fuck my life.

i just had the first non intentional puke session i've had since i was like 12.

i seem a lot happier, but i'm just always high or drunk.
percocet, xanax, weed, vodka, you name it.

this is going to be an interesting christmas break.

I snorted a lot of adderall tonight and i am fuckkkked up.

today i ate 2 egg whites on dry whole wheat bread with hot sauce, a salad with 3 tbsp of dressing with only cucumbers and lettuce, tomatoe and a little bit of mayo on white toast with hot sauce, two apples, and half a cucumber ( Read more... )

i do not believe i let myself get this huge. i want to fucking die whenever i try on  clothes.
fuck. i can't take it anymore. this whole eating normally thing has done nothing but rape me of  my dignity. fucking food.
i'm done.
not eating today.

i just found out yesterday that we need to put my dog cleo to sleep.
her liver failing and shes 12, which is twice the age we thought she was.
all i did yesterday was cry.

FUCK YES OBAMA! BUSH, YOU'RE FIRED!!!

I started going to the gym again and it's only been three days but I see a big difference in my stomach.