so saturday was kind of shit until my parents left and lauren came over and we talked for a very long time and i was reminded why i love lauren oh so much :) we started chocolat which is actually a really good movie in my opinion, i mean, it doesnt compare to fist of the red dragon...but nonetheless ( Read more... )

so today was by far the best day that i've had in about a million years...and right now i'm this good sort of tired, a happy tired, you know? so this morning i talked to my sister for a bit, (she was at an internet cafe) and it was really nice to just catch up with her for once, since usually neither of us can hear ANYTHING on the phone..and she ( Read more... )

it's one of those days.

and you know? i really love my friends...

and you know what else? sometimes, everything turns out okay.

and sometimes, even when it doesnt, life goes on.

and um, trisha is wonderful (:

wow, today has been crazy...one second i'm hysterical, the next i'm ecstatic...but at this point, the good by far out weighs the bad and i only wish i could keep myself together long enough to enjoy that ( Read more... )

Okay, New Years Resolutions...

- Stop being negative and complaining so much.
- Stop eating chocolate until April.
- Get back into shape.
- Finish at least one picture.
- Stop spending so much money.
- Make things better wtih my parents.
- Understand physics.
- Get more sleep.
- Be a better friend.
- Be a better person.

It's do-able...right?

+ it's aileen's birthday and i love her!!!!!!!!!! + at exactly 6:48pm today, the sky/sunset was breathtaking ( Read more... )

it could be worse.

but i wish that actually made me feel better.

i really wish they wouldn't do this to me. They could at least fake it and be happy with me for once.

( sorry, no pictures, i just dont want to take up too much space )

have i mentioned how hard it is to keep it together?

please please please
for once,
let everything turn out the way i want it to...please.

what i am to you,
is not real
what i am to you,
you do not need.

you give miles and miles of mountains
and i ask for the sea.