So I had the dreaded talk with Orlando. It's now finished, gone, past, just a memory and I still wish things could be different. But they can't be and they never will be, ever. I have to start living again, living without Orlando. I'm happy I have David, he's amazing and wonderful. I just hope it works out, I hope I don't ruin that too, I hope I ( Read more... )

( To David )

I had a nice time at the party with David. He looked after me and that was nice, if he wouldn't have shown up, I wouldn't have stayed there.
I danced with Liv and Angie. Don't know how it looked, but David said I danced well. I don't believe him, I think he was just being nice. I had a really nice time until I saw Orli with Heath and Ian. Their ( Read more... )

from manu_fan!

( To Greg )

( To Scarlett )

( To Dan )

( For Jake )

I couldn't sleep at all. I just rolled around in my bed. All the things that been happening to me lately, Orli, James, Colin's words, playing over and over in my mind. Orli...oh Orli! I miss you so much! Why did you kiss Heath? What made you do it ( Read more... )

It's late and I'm hungry. I walk back to my cabin after the cruel the talk I had with Colin.
The first thing I notice is that Orlando's clothes are gone. So he got them or someone else took them for him.
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