i wish jeeves knew how to solve real problems.

and can everyone please stop bitching about not having trays?!?!?

that is all.

one morning this week i woke up and there was  little itty bitty brown spider chillin in the air next to my high bed.  he started to make a web.  i chopped down his web and watched him fall onto my desk.  i named him pooper.  i now have a little tiny pet spider named pooper and have no idea where he went.  

there is a couple sitting on the floor in the hallway like making out and then fighting and then making out and it's kinda making me wanna puke.

spring weekend was fuckin awesome... three nights of feeling good without getting sick = perfect   : ]

Story time: this past week was incredibly emotionally draining for me.  on wednesday i had this strange ( Read more... )

As much as I believe in what I presented on today (images of women in the media create impossible standards of beauty for women to live up to), I can't help feeling that if I'm not as thin or gorgeous as the next girl, I'm worth less than they are ( Read more... )

i hate when i get in these weird moods where i don't want to do anything and i just sit and veg out all night.  it hasn't happened in a while, but tonight it is.  maybe i'm getting my period. 

 i think i might want to work in the psych ward of a hospital.  but i don't really know.  i'll never know. 

i kinda wish i was in DC protesting the fucking war.

but i'm also happy to be home being lazy.

and i'm mad at the democrats.

and so confused about politics and life and love and work and whether it's all worth it anyway.

no one wants to work hard to make other people's lives better unless there's something in it for them right? what the hell am i ( Read more... )

 i did it again.

i'm in way over my head.

but this time it's worse, and i'm already starting to lose control of my life. 

i hate politicians.

but even more, i hate when people decide not to vote for one because of stupid reasons.

if you like obama more because you like what he has to say, agree with his platform, think he would do the best job, AWESOME!

I think he would be a very capable leader, i just think hillary is more capable. anyways, thats not the point.

the ( Read more... )

 i never wanna fuckin go back to school again.  but i dont wanna sit here and get fatter and fatter either.

i had a nightmare about going back to school last night.

it was the scariest dream i have ever had in my life.

i felt like i was gonna die.

i don't know how much longer i can take this.