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As usual
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FUCK IT ALL
I knew it would be this way. I had a feeling that I would be here by myself most of the time because no one ever remembers that I exist. So much for friends. SO much for " No we will still hang out with you." Yea right. I need to get used to being alone apparently because it is easier than hoping that people care enough to call you and see how you ( Read more... ) -
Today was OK
Today I got a letter from Joe. It was nice and at the same time sad he kept mentioning how much he wishes I was there and how many things he would like to show me. I miss him so much it seems like a part of me is missing and it is all the best parts. I am trying to be strong and not let him know how much it hurts knowing how far away he is and just ( Read more... ) -
Classes
I am taking 18 credits everyone keeps saying oh my gosh eighteen credits that is alot, and I am like yea I guess. But I am staying busy because when I am not busy like right now I get a little crazy and start thinking crazy things and feeling far more depressed than I need to be. I Hate being Alone. I need constant companionship and a pet isn't ( Read more... ) -
MY LIFE IS GOOD but not great
So far this week I have spent as much time as possible with Joe. THen again so has his friend Duncan every night Duncan has something he wants to do with Joe and it is kind of frustrating because it would be nice to go out with Just Joe. At the same time I recognize I am not the only one who misses Joe. I just wish I didn't have to share I am ( Read more... ) -
I got my JOSEPH
So I got joseph and I am very happy now and everything is good again. I am waiting for him to get dressed and stuff. We are supposed to hang out at Duncans with roger and Gette and Bob so that should be interesting... I am going back to my Joseph now...
MEOW CONTENT LOVED SATISFIED HAPPY TOGETHER SANE MEOW -
SO Much FUN!!!!!
This weekend was really awesome. Instead of being all stressed out about the week to come and finals and all other such things. One of my newest and most favorite friends Lindsay was having a rough weekend because she broke up with Her asshole boyfriend who had been pseudo cheating on her...I know the feeling. Anyways so This weekend she came up to ( Read more... ) -
My Love My Life
In only a few days the arms I have longed to be in will be mine again. I can hardly wait for the opportunity to be with him. As the day grows closer I feel more and more excited. It is almost like the love we shared in the beginning of our relationship. Not seeing him makes me want him more and more . It is becoming more and more clear as time goes ( Read more... ) -
MY OH MY...
Myspace... tsk tsk I definitely like to myspace way too much.... I change my music on a regular basis and I look for people and hope to find them and reconnect in some way to reclaim all those lost years and lost friends but to no avail. Instead it is a steadt flow of band requests who think they know my musical taste and that I would love them and ( Read more... ) -
did you know
*I have a secret diary that no one knows about that is somewhere on the internet ( Read more... )