I am so unsure of certain things. Pardon my vague reference. I am just unsure of practically everything. I am sure of few things.I know who I love, and who makes me happy. I am not sure however of what I will do. I am contemplating happiness and security or if you can have both. The things I love are not practical nor can they be really translated ( Read more... )

I am so unhappy because I feel so lonely and I am missing you so much. It is not that my love wavers at all, it is that I am full of sadness because I feel so lost without you. I am constantly thinking of you and wondering how your doing and I just hope you feel the same ( Read more... )

So I am still trying to lift myself back into the light and out of the depths of darkness that seem to overtake me. Tonite I am listening to Dave and thinking crazy thougts that only seem to further my loneliness. I miss the comfort of being so safe in someones arms and I feel so desperate for touch. I am going to try to sleep but it seems lately ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on. I have been steadily becoming more and more depressed. I can feel it inside, the darkness slowly coming back in. Sometimes it is short lived and then there are times like now. Where it seems no matter what I do I keep falling faster and faster. I am not sure what brings it on but it is like I am being swallowed. The ( Read more... )

So I am just posting to inform all people who happen to read this, of my complete saddness because one of my favorite bands is no more. I only saw them in concert once and now I shall never see them again. I am very upset. I loved the music and the entire collection of cds can be listened to over and over again. Now there will be no more cd's and ( Read more... )

My life is an optic chiasm for darkness ( Read more... )

and in a quick spur of the moment decision i checked my myspace and who would i find but my joseph slyly invading my comments to surprise me. I miss him so and wish i could be with him....

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So I am home for spring break it is alright I hate my house my crazy family is always fighting expecially my stepdad and my mom. I can't wait to get out of my house, and also I can't wait to see what marriage is supposed to be like between two people who love eachother and respect eachother and treat one another as such. That is my rant for today ( Read more... )

So I got approved for another loan today which brings my total to somewhere around 9,000 in student loans which are quickly accumulating. Yea for me.

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I have had a few conversations with Bert as of late....some of you know who I speak of some of you have no idea ( Read more... )