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My heroine
I was quietly contemplating what I would write about and I realized I don't really know what I want to write about, I know more what I want my subject to be like ( Read more... ) -
Eavesdropping not needed
I was walking to the bathroom and I overheard my suitemates make a comment about, "did you see she put on makeup what's that about?" I am wondering if perhaps they are talking about me. In an effort to further procrastinate from doing my paper I was trying out some more makeup ideas for Joe's graduation. I wonder if perhaps they have the complete ( Read more... ) -
IT is a perpetual sadness that I cannot escape
I can't stop thinking of him, it is like my mind is simply cycling through my favorite memories and in fact I might have even made up a few memories invented them simply dreamt them in my head and I am not sure which memories are real anymore. I think I am losing it. My mind is a mystery even to me I feel like there are some things in life that are ( Read more... ) -
so what do you do when your alone again
A prevailing emotion in my life as of late has been loneliness. That I am sure has something to do with such great distance between me and the one with whom I share my self. I find myself constantly in a swell of emotions. I am wondering what makes me the one whom he finds so much happiness with. Why not someone else. I am plagued by feelings of ( Read more... ) -
CLIMATE CONFUSION(co-posted by Me and the GETTE)
Something is wrong the world is coming to an end people are so completely distraught that they cannot determine that it is too cold outside to wear UGG boots and A MINI SKIRT!! Sweaty feet and a draft up your ass now that is fashionable you know what top it off with a tank top and a scarf and it will be next years new york fashion week's hottest ( Read more... ) -
Ugg boots and girls with Mullet cuts
So today I had 4 of my 5 classes and that is pretty rough. lots of 45m-1h hour breaks in between so the day just drags on and on and on.... oh well. Classes are looking pretty sweet I have a crazy professor who busts out some meditation before we start every class....But we do get to watch Dr Strangelove next tuesday which is cool. But the ( Read more... ) -
Losing hope and more....
Waiting waiting everyday watching hoping to come home and find it there. So far I am disappointed there is nothing for me except more bills and reminders of how close I am to the true adulthood so yearned for as a child. the irony of life rushing to grow up until we realize it is to late to go back and enjoy what was so hurried the first time ( Read more... ) -
Love is Overrated
I can honestly say I love you with all my heart....I simply dont like you right now. I dont like the way I am inside and all the confusion and turmoil you cause. You make me see that I am exactly like her. co-dependent and paranoid. Worrying that the worst has happened when really it hasnt, something that seems so mundane like picking up the phone ( Read more... ) -
Intriguing
I am desperate to drown in the lights of the pseudo city that I haunt. I feel like a vagrant. I have no intrest in remaining in this realm my wanderlust for something more is seemingly unquenchable and my current state of things unacceptable in terms of what i am wanting from it all. I am haunted by the fear of being abandoned in my current place. ( Read more... ) -
It really works
So I needed work. i belived for a response through prayer and i am getting a call almost everyday of the week. Prayer works. I am really empowered through my God and all he is doing in my life and I am really excited for the changes that i know are ahead I know things are not going to be easy but i have faith that they are worthwhile and that there ( Read more... )