phew. what a day! started out crazy enough, but it turned out ok.

caleb got up a little late. nothing new. so he didnt even try to rush.

jody brings the baby over. and then jody and caleb both leave at the same time. i thought i had gotten rid of everyone. well caleb shows back up like 15 minutes later. i asked him what he was doing. he decided ( Read more... )

just when i thought it was out of his head, and that he didnt need that now, everything changes. i hate change. i wish that everything would stay as it was in the beginning.

we wanted to be together all day everyday. not arguing. i wish that could stay.

i wish i still had all my friends. i wish we couldnt grow apart.

why did he have to get this ( Read more... )

im going to des moines iowa april 7th. the SAME day that im getting my teeth fixed. im going to be getting on the bus drolling or something. :) heres a 'shorter' schedule of the bus stops- im going to make it easy for MYSELF... the first time is the arrival time, the second is layover and the thrid time is departure. if you cant figure that out, ( Read more... )

i hate my car. it broke down again today. this time it was the alternator. i SOOO want a new car. it would be so f-n great.

today it was AWESOME outside. ok, more than awesome. i wanted to be outside all day. i took madison for a walk. and i came back inside and turned ON the air conditioning. i never TOUCH the air conditioning. so it was AWESOME.
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all you people who know me, and know about my messed up front tooth and the story behind it (lol)...well...April 7th im getting it fixed!! im going to have normal looking front teeth. They arent that bad right now, but, i dont want it to get worse, so HELL YEA!

ive spent all night figuring out my web cam...so im too tired to write...i will TRY to ( Read more... )

I got so tired of doing nothing..that saturday night i made caleb go to cheatham county with me, thinking we were going bowling with my sister, mom, and their boyfriends. Well we ended up stayin at my aunts waiting for krista...she didnt show up till...closer to 11. somehow my aunt got things confused and thought we were staying the night, and ( Read more... )

                        I want to move to Cali.

its 3:17a.m., and im not even going to try to explain my day tonight, i might not get to update tomorrow because i wont have alone time at the computer..but, i will monday night, so until then, i love you guys and just know that you are all so awesome and i miss everyone of you .. 

sometimes its weird talking to people online, because they just want to know if you are single, or talk about sex and drugs...BLAH..but tonite i met one of the coolest guys. we talked for almost 2 hours about anything. he listened to my stories, and he talked about Young Life which sounds awesome. He from cali. Its good to talk to random people and ( Read more... )

im pissed right now..i typed a lot of shit...and it disappeared..damn...

he wants to go to the marines. i have mixed emotions about it. hes not thinking about what the hell hes doing. he went to see his dad, and now hes back thinking all about the marines. im really irritated, because i dont know what to do. i want him to go and do what he wants, ( Read more... )

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