so its weird because though i really like cory, i think i'm sorta just holding onto him in hopes that something better will come waltzing along. i guess i'm bored. i need things to become more routine, and while that would appear more boring, its not for me. i like being comfortable and knowing what to expect and then just working with shit and ( Read more... )

gah, first official day of school tomorrow. i'm pretty excited.... also a little nervous because whenever i'm excited for something, i'm usually disappointed (concerning the first days of school and what not). i love mr jones, he is my savior. i had the all time crappiest schedule of my life and he completely switched shit around, so now it kicks ( Read more... )

i was driving home and i saw a dead cat in the road.... the one that someone had just told me they ran over earlier. i pulled over and found a mangled plastic bag in my car and tried to put it inside but it didn't really work, so i had to like carry the poor thing off the road so someone wouldn't run over it again. i'm so upset right now.. i have ( Read more... )

lately i've just been feeling so blah. i know that its stupid to be sad that you don't have a boyfriend, or just someone to like and like you back.... but jesus, i want that. i feel like i'm becoming desperate. theres this guy that i've ran into a couple times, and everytime i see him he like flirts with me alot and i can tell that hes like going ( Read more... )

omg, i feel like i'm going to die. DIE. so i was just searching around myspace, and guess who just got it? chandler. GAH. then i find his girlfriend, and guess where shes going to college? REDLANDS. (where my sister goes... and where i might go) its a REALLY small school. i absolutely hate thinking that i'm over him, like completely confident that ( Read more... )

just two more days of work. hit up to nordstrom sale yesterday (went downtown) muahhahaha i'm not supposed to go in there for another year, but i beat the system! bout to hit that shit again. after taking that gymnastics class i have been more sore for the last three days then i ever have in my whole life. good god. hopefully every if free in ( Read more... )

so pretty much this whole being single thing is really going to take some getting used to. how come when your in a relationship you always meet guys who you could see yourself with and they want to start something with you but the timing is wrong because your in a relationship. but then once your single its like theres NOONE. gah.

so maddie and i worked things out which makes me extremely happy. last night was so weird, really fun but gah. so we went to zachs and i saw ian for the first time in like years. we hadn't really talked since we broke up. but it was really good to see him, even though all these random girls were all over him and like sitting on his lap, which drove ( Read more... )

i quit i quit! muuahahahahaha=) god now i don't even want to finish out my two weeks. that place is sheer evil. last night was pretty good stuff. work sucked ass, then i went to cheer which worked up an enormous appetite for rositas. so we're walking in and i turn around and juliet and lauren are standing right there! it was like fate i swear (we' ( Read more... )

well i'm off to my 6th to last day of work. i plan on putting in my two weeks TODAY. see i was supposed to have all of this week off until friday, because as far as my boss knew i was out of town until then, but then she calls yesterday, completely catching my whole family off guard, and asks me to cover a shift today. how the fuck did she know i ( Read more... )