wow, so summer has pretty much sucked a fat cock so far. why doesn't anyone want to kick it? and the one boy that i do want to see.. doesn't have a cell phone and doesn't know my number and pretty much its just impossible. however, i have started running and exercising, which is amazing for me, considering i'm just about the most laziest person on ( Read more... )

i just a message from my friends saying how much they missed me and stuff which just made me incredibly sad. so i called them back, and they're all like fighting for the phone, all quite drunk (except for kathryn) and they're all saying that kathryn all of a sudden got into this awful mood. then the phone gets passed to sarah, and we're just ( Read more... )

wow the very start of summer and i'm already on lock down. so tuesday night, sarah and i were leaving pagoda, a little drunk, i was driving, and this raccoon comes barreling out into the road, and the brakes in my van suck, and i hit it. at the very moment i have a panic attack, make a wrong turn onto the 520 bridge going out to bellevue, and get ( Read more... )

well another birthday gone. we started the night off with going to beppos and having a yummy meal. my friends got me the sweetest presents and made me feel really special. then we went back to maddies, waited for her bro to get alcohol, and just talked. then when he got back, we went down to callie's bon fire, which wasn't yet happening, and it ( Read more... )

well its tuesday, which means only 5 more days. gah, that seems like so much, which is just really sad. i guess i'll just try to enjoy it... perhaps? today i had an eye dr appointment, and i went to this new place and everything was all different. the worst part was when they did the glaucoma test, and normally, like at every other place in the ( Read more... )

gahhhhh this last week of school is like kicking a dead horse. i really wish we could just take our finals and be done with school. good grief! i honestly can't believe how fast this year went by, its like fucking amazing. well summer, i hope you welcome me with open arms as i plan to do for you. deal?

ahh last night was so much fun. first sarah, marina, maddie, kathryn and i were all at my house because we were having my oldest sister's bday party. there was so much good food, music, and alcohol, which lead to quite a few crazy drunks dancing wildly. then we left and went to a keg, which got broken up pretty fast, then we just went and met up ( Read more... )

argggg. today i took a wrong turn and ended up right down the street from his house. all at once i just realized how fucked up things were, and how badly i did want to be with him, when all the while i knew that he was something that wouldn't fit into my life in any way. and now when i perhaps do have space for him, in some sort of screwed up way ( Read more... )

summer is so close i can almost poke and praud at it. oh man, i anticipate these last two weeks to fly by because whether they do or not, i'm starting my vacation as soon as i see fit. its so nice to wake up and have it be sunny, no matter how early it is, and just having no homework, only fun movie projects and things to do. at this point i'm ( Read more... )

holy macrol. so i'm going a little myspace crazy and searching for the most random people, and guess who i came across? my very first boyfriend! haha wow. ahhh school tomorrow. gah i have to do laundry because i haven't for WEEKS. i'm too lazy to bring the heaping pile of clothes down to the basement where the washer is. well actually theres two ( Read more... )