hmm so i'm really considering the search for a new job.... but i haven't a clue as to where i'd be happy working. cuz i mean its either i work my fucking ass off at dicks, getting paid more then any other job, or i do something slightly less stressful and full of rediculous expectation, but i risk being bored as hell and making way less. i just ( Read more... )

ahhh i made it. money money money moonay.... MOOOONNNNAAAAY

man, home on a friday night. now theres something new. i'm supposed to take the SATs tomorrow... but i'm not. its ok though cuz i sure as hell am not ready anyways. those piece o shit prep classes that i took might as well been called detention, but worse because 1. the class was almost 3 hours long, and 2. you had to act like you were getting ( Read more... )

holy shit. i'm getting off of this medication i was on for a while because i didn't like the weird side effects, and i honestly feel like a goddamn crack addict in withdrawl. its one of the most awful feelings i've ever experienced simply because i know that eventually i will be ok, i'm not dying of anything, but theres just nothing i can do but ( Read more... )

life is just going down the shitter right now. i honestly don't know what happened last night. i don't even remember drinking that much, but apparently i did because i nearly died. i guess i don't knwo that for sure, but good lord. my sister said that when kathryn brought me home she had to come down to the car and carry me up to the house and i ( Read more... )

folklife manana! which once again brought up the ever long fued of the friends- ie. kathryn and sophie. whenever we're hanging out with sophie all the time, kathryn gets depressed and feels like she has no friends, and then when we try to compensate for that start hanging out with kathryn all the time, sophie gets upset. theres like no possible ( Read more... )

day numero ocho of being FREE. its 11 and i should really get going to bed. while i like having time to myself, time to not think about a significant other, i must say, i want a boy! not a boyFRIEND, just someone to like... to think about maybe? i dunno. i'm weird. but theres honestly noone at my school, and i don't know where i'd meet anyone. well ( Read more... )

it has been a long time. just got myspace, and its like really addictive! good lord ( Read more... )

wow, this has been like the shitiest month (almost) of my life. lets begin- marina's boyfriend almost gets paralyzed, sarah gets caught at the dance, cheer DRAMA good god, i got in a car accident, my grandma has a stroke (another one =() and today- just when things were starting to calm down, all the dance shit is coming up again and who knows, ( Read more... )

ha last night i smoked with my sister for the first time. first time i drank with her too for that matter. funny shit, i was so fucking high and i kept like realizing that it was my sister i was like being retarded with and not like sarah or maddie. this morning she used my chapstick and she was like "ahhh this tastes like weed!" and i was like ( Read more... )