"Out of every situation of desiring, no matter what the outcome, can emerge vital clues as to what it is you want to bring into your life"

I decided to finish Intimacy & Solitude the other day. That quote is amazing.

I need to stop acting things out though.

This might be a bit late but my New Years resolutions in pictures.

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 After today - New Years - I have realized that you will never be mine.

I'm gonna go die.

I would've been better if I hadn't heard that stupid almost make out story. And wtf.. that night you told me something completely different. You guys were planning to "mess with/do something" to someone. Wtf. How did that end up into some sort of "going behind the wall and making out." Maybe you wouldnt tell me what you guys were doing because you ( Read more... )

And Oh my god, is this really what you want?
Would you tell us if it's not?
And could you rewrite the plot
And come and get us?
Cause we can't stop doing
What we think we want,
Even though we know it's not.
This place is merely a subplot
To come and get us.

Ugh sometimes, you make me want to vomit when I really don't want to.

You're so vulgar. And so overly masculine when you don't need to be.

It's weird you can be such an emotionally awesome guy and then at other times

you just suck. Blahhhh.

I'm about to dwell on the things I desperately want by making a list ( Read more... )

 I'm gonna freak out on my mom very soon. I'm also going to make a scene. Preferably in some ridiculously public place. And it's going to be like a movie. And i'm going to tell her that I'm not 10 anymore and I think - ironically - SHE needs to grow up. And then I will leave the premesis. And then she will call me later to apologize and I will say ( Read more... )

So the past week I've been going in a new direction ( Read more... )

Every night I go out and you are there this happens. Every fucking night ( Read more... )