"..perhaps by reminding myself that unresolved conflict does bring with it powerlessness or even despair, and that what is called for is compassion and patience, not self-condemnation ( Read more... )

Halloween sucked for a number of reasons:

1) You bailed
2) You got angry at someone else for bailing.
3) You told me reasons for bailing that I got angry about.
4) Then I lost complete control of myself and acted
5) Like a total douche bag. 
6) I lost my hat (+ but I bought another one which i like even more)
7) I think I must stop talking to you and that ( Read more... )

I'm a bit confused.

I feel like ever since i got into psychology and philosophy I am able to kind of control my feelings - to an extent. From the outside perspective, this sounds pretty incredible. But then again, I think that I really can't. I think it feels like I realize when I'm ONLY attracted to others because of the comfort they bring to my ( Read more... )

Violence does not solve social problems. 
Violence does not solve social problems.

The solution to someone waving a gun in front of your face is not getting another gun.

Oh and also, you probably know, deep down inside your little tiny heart, that when I say, "Love you, too," I don't mean it, but here I have to sit here and lie and for what?

What did I learn today in my 2 1/2 hour psych class?

Nothing.

But I did make myself look kinda dumb with my ridiculous social skills. I'm just terrible at small talk and any kinda talk with new people. Damnit, damnit, damnit. I need to make it up next week cause theres only one person I could potentially bond with so I need to get myself

You're going to lose the bet this time, sucker.

 Ahhh, I fucking love my dreams. Love, love, love, love, love them. They help me figure out so much about myself. 

Sometimes. There's this person. Who you really like. But you can never have. Ever. And even their flaws, don't seem much like flaws, not like other peoples flaws. It's just a slightly bumpy road that they have taken to get to where they are, and that's okay. And even when I think I can't ever be with someone if my values don't match with theirs, I ( Read more... )

This is the last time that I'll hold your hand.
I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you.
I'm your biggest fan, I'm your biggest fan.

A recent event lead me to consider fasting. Although the motiviation was pretty bad to begin with, that terrible motivation is gone but still I'm going to continue to try to fast for a about 4 days or 5 I think? I was gonna go a week but I need to allow my body to recover for the Debs which I will have to eat for ( Read more... )