I made a complete fool of myself yesterday. To that person, all I can say is I'm sorry. And good luck.
I feel like such an idiot. Such a jerk. Why did I do that? What the HELL is wrong with me lately? I didn't do it because I like him. I DIDNT. It is illogical for someone like ME to like someone like HIM. Ugh. It feels like everything is out of ( Read more... )

So for future reference, I guess all it takes is four or five good strong cosmopolitans to get me to be dangerously honest and then forget the whole thing. I'm such an idiot. At least, I think I am such an idiot ( Read more... )

Well my toaster makeover is complete. Haha, lately I've been spending a lot of time with toby, I guess enducating him on the ways of women. Which is always a good time. I think he really has turned out nicely, even though I dont think I did as much as he thinks I did. He was pretty okay to start with.
What the FUCK?! Yesterday I was at the mall ( Read more... )

Last night was okay. Got a little tipsytastic at marcopants' house. Met Craig manning. We've both heard interesting things about each other. I guess he ISNT a walking petri dish who will fuck anything with a pulse. How silly of me to believe the special olympiads that live here anyway ( Read more... )

Hint taken you two faced waste of a person. May you and your crazy significant other be happy and make psychotic little babies together. As I have said before I REALLY don't give a shit. You and I were not ever ANYTHING. But it was nice to go slumming for a bit though. What a rush. I'll say this- lowerclass pieces of trash are really amusing ( Read more... )

( A ficlet: Whats the matter maryjane? )

I just got back from Jay's house.

What a waste of time some people are. Even if they are hot. Totally crazy. Yuck. He reminds me of this kid who went to my high school for a little while this year. A theater kid. Named Rob or Rick or something. That's how scary and weird and creepy this person was being tonight. Scared the shit out of me. And ( Read more... )

Marco is fantastically nosey. Though I promise not to hold that against him ( Read more... )

Last night was... unique.
Two things down, one to go I guess.
Ugh. I screwed up. Luckily he probably doesn't remember a thing. I can't believe I told him I liked him. Or that he was cute. What the hell was I thinking? And I kissed him. Ugh. I'm such an idiot.I never thought I'd say this, but yay for marijuana. Jay you were being really amusing. ( Read more... )

Last night was interesting. I went down to the Ravine with Jay.... and did absoultely nothing thank you very much. He's not my type. But he wanted to "show me the ravine", and even though I think he thought more than that was going to happen that's all he did. He didn't even try to kiss me. Which is is a little more polite than I thought he would ( Read more... )