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"Dating"
I'm on a dating website and I don't know how well its going. I have been talking to one guy, Clay, on a daily basis either in AIM or by texting. He gives me a weird vibe sometimes in that he doesn't seem interested in me sometimes. He is really into D&D and hunting/guns so we don't really have much in common. A lot of the times when we talk I have ( Read more... ) -
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I've pretty much been having dreams about friends every night for the past 2 weeks. Nothing substantial ever happens in these dreams but they always include all or some of my friends just hanging out. Nothing is ever really said in my dreams; just my friends walking around in silence. These dreams have a pretty obvious underlying message ( Read more... ) -
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Everything seems to be due this week! How does this happen. I was planning on working on some of my papers today but that didn't work out how I planned. This is all piling up on me and it has never been this hard. I can't even imagine what grad school is going to be like. I know that if I become a certified FLE than I could get a job somewhere but ( Read more... ) -
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my main goal in life has been to feel wanted. i have never met someone who ligitimately wanted to hang out and get to know me on a personal level. all i have ever experienced were guys drunk off their asses talking to me because they thought it would be an easy lay. some of my friends dont even find it benefitial to call me. and why does everyone ( Read more... ) -
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i feel that so many people around me have changed and i don't even know them anymore. i feel like i have nothing in common with anyone and that people are bored of me. like they finally realized i am unable to particiapte in conversations about things that interest them. all i know is that the people i talk to on a regular basis are the ones who ( Read more... ) -
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so im back at school and i actually couldnt be happier. i did cry on that very first day when mom and i had to part ways but now i am back in the groove of things and all is well. i also have two new roommates and we are all still getting to know eachother but they are both very nice and we have a lot of fun together. but i get to hang out with ( Read more... ) -
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it is really sad that my livejournal has become a place for me to talk about the troubles in my life. there was one point that i would only write about the fun i was having but that is long gone ( Read more... ) -
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so im at cmu and it is hard to be here sometimes because i have always loved being at home. im not one of the kids that hate home and are going to college to be away. i absolutly love everything about home but i decided that if i didnt go to cmu now i would never go. plus i was finally ready after 2 years of mcc and i knew that mcc had nothing for ( Read more... ) -
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just to update alittle. i know it seems soon but we are getting a new golden retriever puppy on july 31. we named him dudley. well my mom did i wanted jax but it is really going to be her dog so dudley is a cute name. my brother is moving out with cece and lia into a house in troy and he is taking tank and roxy =/ so my mom needed a puppy ( Read more... ) -
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well well well. i have had an alright week ( Read more... )