1.when were you born- august, 31, 1981 ( Read more... )

a poem ruby gave me, which i felt was only appropriate to share with others:
puzzledlocked away within the frigid spectrum ( Read more... )

"one last breath" by creed...both ruby and alev heard it and cried ( Read more... )

well, alev and i did it. we left munich last week with all DM which we're waiting to change into the euro. currently we're staying in a comfortable holiday inn, just inside lille. i left alev behind in the cocktail lounge to have a few drinks whilst i come here. we hope to find ruby soon, although i admit, we don't know prescisely where she is. but ( Read more... )

ZUR ZEIT, als ich die Schule besuchte, mochte der Phonograph erst k

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i suppose, i'll answer that question which has been circulating amongst various groups. whether they are native to germany, or america. they have all asked me the "great question" at one time or another...what question?
'why'why i moved to germany ( Read more... )

i feel enlightened.
read this

i have a maddening lust to play blackjack, and gamble my life away.

today wasn't much, although i finally made it out of the godforsaken flat without nausea, hallucinations, or the horrible horrible chills. there is nothing scarier than feeling as though your body is dying, and to find your dead father glaring at you from across the room ( Read more... )