Well i have been talking to this chick for almost a week now,she is really great,been through a lot but still seems very nice.I like her,and i would give up anything to have her,the problem is she is wayyyyyyyyyyy out of my league,there is no way i could get a chick with her looks,no way.I mean we talk everyday and we talk for long periods,and she ( Read more... )

Man i hate feeling like i did last night.Things still find a way to upset me.But im going to explain it right now.It really is a 2 part thing,to start off when she is always telling me hey look at this guy im talking to,look at how hot this one is and blah blah blah i feel bad cause i dont have really anybody around me that likes me back in that ( Read more... )

dying never looked so good..........................

Man this sucks really hardcore.Things have been weird for me here,im like dying for a realtionship,even though at this point i cant really provide for anybody else.I sit here and think of like getting married and having kids and growing old together.I have never felt this way before,i just want to share life really bad with somebody,like tonight i ( Read more... )

Funny thing is I have been right on everything.....

Im tired of all of this,so much is wrong in my life and i cant seem to fix any of it.Im tired of caring about somebody who doesnt really give a flying fuck about me,im tired of not doing the things i need to do and god only knows why i dont,im tried of having feelings for a lying cheating person,im tired of not really having anybody to talk to,im ( Read more... )

Cant sleep,been awhile since this has happend.Sooooo much on the mind about a lot of things,i wish i could forget the past 4 months so much has gone down it is a emotinal overload.Im just a loss anymore,had Amy didnt work out,felt good for about a week,i feel bad that i coudnt tell her the truth of my true feelings about her but better she not know ( Read more... )

Are there any good girls left in this world that are not taken?I did find out somethings tonight atleast she didnt cheat on me,but its now over,just wasnt working,we had so much in common but on the same hand we were both totally diffrent.Seems like my days anymore are not filled with sadness and paind but with anger and hate,if somebody was to ( Read more... )

its over,its done.my luck with women has not been good at all im starting to think that this one is going behind my back to,so im single again...

What the fuck must i be the caring type,why cant i be the cold hearted son of a bitch that maybe i have needed to be,cause all that seems to happen is people take advantage of it.God why am i like this,i hate this,why the fuck do i care about anybody the way i do,even though i get nothing back in return i still try to help,i still try to be there ( Read more... )