I read my last entry and i wish i could say things got better but they did not,they got worse.Things had started to look up for us,for some reason saying we were just friends seemed to make her get closer to me,till she hooked up with a guy and fucked me over ( Read more... )

I tell ya what i think right now i could not buy any luck.And most luck i speak of is relationship luck.My other luck has seemed to changed,i finally got a job after dealing on trying to get it for a month,its really not to much but it pays money so im atleast glad at that.But i just cant shake the alone feeling i have.Even with the new job i just ( Read more... )

well the bday was all fun,i had a blast.Now with some money now i can buy some shit haha.

Im having some women problems right now,but the good kind.Im really thinking about somebody right nowbut there are some other options but i lean towards this other one before the rest so we will see where all of this lands..

Well atleast i got one thing off my chest now that i don't have to worry about.Here is hoping this is the thing that turns a lot of shit around.

Its kinda funny what you read sometimes,its like haven't i heard that before or read that before...

So yeah my dad went to the Dr and has found out he is Diabetic,and its weird cause me and mom have thought for a month now he has had it just cause he has some of the symptoms of it.It really doesn't bother me cause we don't think his is to serious but it will suck for him seeing as he eats ice cream like a fiend.I do not look forward to all this ( Read more... )

The hits just keep on coming for me.Kayce my cat of 16 years has died,she was my favorite animal out of all the ones we had.We dont know how it happend,she was fine last week and just this tuesday she started to act funny,she looked dazed and not like she was all there,last night she just got worse,coudnt really walk wasnt eating or drinking and ( Read more... )

Man sometimes i hate being right and predicting the future.So yeah before i can even get a chance with the new girl she gets herself a boyfriend,talk about getting rejected,Ben Wallace just knocked my shit into the 5th row.I mean yeah everything was just talk,and we hadnt been talking long so really it wasnt even time to start asking hey you want ( Read more... )

Man oh man sometimes i feel like im a manic,i got from one moment being on top of the world and the next down in the dumps.Its a very suckey cycle.Im lucky most of my problems and being down have shit to do with her,man its funny what u read sometimes,she has been good at making me feel like im 2 inches tall,but for the most part now its like fuck ( Read more... )

You know i keep plugging along plugging along just waiting for something to change with myself and with my life around me and nothing ever fucking does,i feel unwanted,uncared for,among other things.Nothing has changed for me with myself and i guess it never will.Little things like myspace even piss me off,how come people dont add me back,and i ask ( Read more... )