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It's Certainly Been a While
I'm usually reluctant to speak too much about my love life (except here). Usually, that's because there isn't much of one to speak of, but mostly because I usually feel embarrassed and have such charged emotions that I have difficulty processing coherently. Also, I've been too focused on just trying to turn the ship around that is my life before I ( Read more... ) -
Annual Wishlist 2015/2016
It's that time of year again where I post a list of things that I would buy myself if I had enough money, time, and available stock to get. This is just a guideline for those needing help thinking of things to get me. Do not feel obligated to get me anything on this list or anything at all if you don't want to or if you have a better idea of ( Read more... ) -
"How Can I Help?"
I considered for a moment whether I would write this in first or third person. I wanted to write in first person, since it claims ownership of the things I'm feeling and saying. I'm trying to get better at actually expressing myself rather than holding it all in for lack of a safe place and context to do so. However, I assume that I'm not the only ( Read more... ) -
Week 3: Okay...
I think the nausea is mostly gone or I just don't notice it as much. Still having trouble with time and sleep and exhaustion. Saturday, I did have a rather gnarly headache, but I think that was caffeine related as it eased up when I resupplied my sweet tea. I had a meeting with HR on Wednesday to talk about anything that the company would be able ( Read more... ) -
Week 2: Blah (with footnotes)
So continues my journey with anti-depressants. The nausea is not quite as bad anymore and I'm at a point where I can kind of ignore it, but it's still persistent. No thoughts of suicide other than thoughts of being vigilant against thoughts of suicide 1. Still drowsy. Still yawning a lot. Still having trouble sleeping. Still having brain reset ( Read more... ) -
Week 1: Getting Past the Weird
On Wednesday, I had a doctor's visit. This was actually a follow up to one I'd had in October regarding a significant increase in overall fatigue and episodes of energy levels crashing hard that caused me to leave work early. The initial blood work showed very low levels of vitamin D. I was put on horse pills of vitamin D3 to try to stabilize it ( Read more... ) -
Annual Wishlist 2014/2015
It's that time of year again where I post a list of things that I would buy myself if I had enough money, time, and available stock to get. This is just a guideline for those needing help thinking of things to get me. Do not feel obligated to get me anything on this list or anything at all if you don't want to or if you have a better idea of ( Read more... ) -
Pants
Disclaimer: I am about to talk about some of my clothing. If you have trouble thinking about me and my clothes at the same time then... uh... first off, stop. I really don't want you thinking about me that way (unless you happen to be the woman God intends for me to marry one day). Anyway, moving on. :P This is will contain information about my ( Read more... ) -
2013 (Unabridged, Private) [DRAFT]
The year was 2013. A meaningless number without context of which calendar is in play, but still worth noting if the Gregorian calendar is still in use. So what does a period of 365 days mean other than to divide up an endless flow of time that may otherwise be indistinguishable from one moment to the next? Surprisingly, a lot. Surprisingly, very ( Read more... ) -
Annual Wishlist 2013/2014
It's that time of year again where I post a list of things that I would buy myself if I had enough money, time, and available stock to get. This is just a guideline for those needing help thinking of things to get me. Do not feel obligated to get me anything on this list or anything at all if you don't want to or if you have a better idea of ( Read more... )