JUST GOT MY SCHEDULE FOR NEXT WEEK [AT WORK] ;;
I'm only working Wednesday 9:30 AM - 1:30 PM :] YAY FOUR HOUR SHIFTS &; ONE DAY OF WORK. weee.

So with that said, my plans for winter break consist of:
Friday [Last night] - Macaroni Grill / Target with Kaytee & Josy, Christmas Shopping with Kaytee.
Saturday [Today] - Work 6:30 AM - 10:30 AM ; Christmas ( Read more... )

Pretty much the majority of my past entries have been about you. And about our situation. And some entries, I've written about how I need to stop. How i need to get over it, be done with it, be done with you. And then entries after will be about how I'm just going to let things go the way they do. I'm going to accept that things are the way they ( Read more... )

I've come to the realization this year that all you need in life is faith.
Because faith is what gets you through anything, if you just believe.
I've come to the realization in the past 24 hours another thing you need in life is,
Acceptance.
Accept things the way they are &; Remember that everything happens for a reason.
Don't fight fate, let fate take ( Read more... )

Horoscope for Friday December 7, 2007
Aries
Your emotions are all over the place right now &; that is making you feel a bit stressed out on top of everything else. Just take a deep breath &; carry on - tommorow will be much more straightforward!

Right on the money on how I've been feeling.Except, that's how I've been feeling this whole month of ( Read more... )

I can't remember the last time I was truly, truly, happy.
I can't remember the last time I laughed so hard I almost peed, but cried instead.
I can't remember the last time I actually trusted a guy that I had feelings for.
I can't remember the last time I felt like I had everything I wanted.
I can't remember the last time that life was actually easy.

I'm ( Read more... )

We talked last night ( Read more... )

Ironically he called me two minutes after I typed that last sentence.
And, I didn't stay strong.
I played it off like everything was okay,
then once we got off the phone I beat myself up about it.
I've been playing it off at school for the past few days..
Bad ideaaa.

I finally got the chance to tell him how I felt.
I was supposed to be relieved, right?
.. ( Read more... )

"So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
You to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through."

Reality finally hit and got the best of me with this situation.
That NO, a smile is not enough to keep something WRONG, going.

Because I've ( Read more... )

As each day passes, I'm finding myself doubting myself & being in this situation.
I'm finding myself find more warning signs & reasons to get the heck out of it.

But every single time you call me,
Those reasons, warnings, & doubts all go away.

Is it really true that at the end of the day, no matter what the situation is, 
You just want to be with the ( Read more... )

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