I can't eat that good anymore ( Read more... )

stretched like scar tissue
when the fissure bends

This weekend was actually very good. So good, I wish I could replay parts of it over and over again.

I feel sorry for poor mike. Nothing good can come of this.

I'm crumbling. My chest is being squeezed.

it's so easy to tear me apart. Gabrielle did it at work. I crumbled like a house of cards in a hurricane. Telling me about the perfect lover. Exact opposite of what I am at my very best.

I will burn for you
feel pain for you
I twist the knife and bleed my aching heart for you.

downloading songs now and making my own CD's. Terrible music no one has ever heard of. But I like it. Wasting away trying to find a use for my useless self.

you calling me today was what felt like the greatest thing that ever happened.
thank you.

things are just so strange now...

i am worthless to the people i thought i meant something to.

you know me, i hate everything

I've been so busy. People and places and i'm just a foreigner. Feel like I don't know anyone I used to. People have changed so much and I don't think I like it at all. Everyone i know goes away in the end ( Read more... )