i'm at winter blitz right now and its not a blast but i'm having some fun. i'm trying to stay out of trouble and i've seen myself having to help Jessie Parker and Marco ____ keep kidz under control. i think befor coming her i figuered i would be growing closer to god but i think i can only get in intense talks about how amazing he is. every second ( Read more... )

its been a while since i've talked on any of my blogs so ... after i right this one it won't be so long. :) i thought i should say i'm not the same person i was during the summer. back then i was using God instead of leting him use me. i was a christian for all the wrong reasons and i was feeling the after effects of that at the end of the summer ( Read more... )

so i'm practicly sufficating myself in my pillow trying to get to sleep but i can't. this summer keeps flashing infront of my eyes. i made so many mistakes and they're haunting me and taunting me. i was thinking back about this summer and i keep seeing myself in the begining of the summer and i was happy, a man of god and blamless. i wanted to do ( Read more... )

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yeah. i shouldn't of gone to homecoming and i never will mainly b/c of the FUCKING SUCKY MUSIC!!!!!! i'll i don't know ... kill some1 and talk about it later. bye

peer pressure stinks of drunk homecoming jocks and dumb preppy girls. i'll be glad to find out that their hope have been set a flame. :)

people need to stop bitching and get on with their lives.

i just got back from the ren fair and it was too kewl for skool. i got a free sword from some crasy old lady that lets me shoot guns at her house and wants me to shoot any foxes or poachers i see. she is waky. i went to LRS fest on fri. and did some things i didn't like as much as i wish i would. this weekend has been crazy. i had fun and i want to ( Read more... )

I have found and lost a drug that lifts me up, love. It makes my heart race and my body limp, with a cool relaxing wind that runs through me. The world through my eyes turns into a dim white glow as if I’m starring down a full moon. My facial expressions look calm and relaxed. Every moment away from it I begin to feel sick or dieing and restless. I ( Read more... )

i am questioning god but i'm on a line and i find myself praying to him even if i feel i have lost faith. so, i'm pretty sure god is engraved into me and i will never lose him but i am also pretty sure i am going to hell(long story). so i decided i'm going to go ahead and live my life spreading the word of god to anyone who seeks it and i will try ( Read more... )