I'm so glad that I'm finally starting to realize who and what really matters. Its so wonderful to finally find that thing, or person, that makes your fragmented life just click together. So thanks to everyone who made this such a happy birthday for me, I appreciate it.

I wish that there was some way I could explain to you how I feel right now, or maybe I just wish that someone would care if I tried.

This is going to be the update of the century....which is just about how often I update this thing anyways. I'm putting off homework at the moment which isn't the best idea because I'm a little behind. So ( Read more... )

Our neighbor is cool shit.
Darcy will be home in a few hours.
Everything is confusing and good and bad at the same time.

Yeah so me and Max have been here for the last few days. I've seen him maybe twice. He has made booty calls every night. One time I was waiting for Sharon to come over and I looked out the window when someone pulled up and it was one of Max's friends, they started to get out of the car then saw me in the window and proceded to sit in the car for ( Read more... )

Yeah so its Christmas Eve. No one is home, no one but me anyways. I think that I'm going to have to stay here tomorrow too. Dinner at my aunt's isn't until 3, and I have to work at 6, and she lives 1.5 hours away. Oh well. I'm not a big fan of Christmas anyways, but it would be nice to have someone around....anyone. Sketch is at the house, thats it ( Read more... )

Well. I went to a party at Ryan and Kerry's friends house last night with them and Mike, then this morning I got up and went with Darcy to bring Todd to the airport. Then me and Darcy picked up her car and brought it home and went out for some lunch after helping her pack. Now everyone is gone. I don't think that there is anyone else home right now ( Read more... )

Sometimes this life feels like a crazy rollercoaster. The highs (and I don't mean from substances) are really high, get the lows get so low sometimes you're afraid you'll crash into the ground. Thank God I never decided to jump off....

Yeah, this is something that I really needed to have to deal with right now, but thanks really, just pile it on. I'm greatful really I am. The more stress the better, really.

Well, lab reports can bite me. The hard part should definitely not be trying to make the tables smaller so that everything will fit in the allotted space. Thank god Thanksgiving is almost here, not that I really enjoy having all my relatives watch me stuff my face, but whatever. We aren't even going to the more laid back families; we're having a " ( Read more... )