Here Tabby, I'm finally updating. I have nothing creative to try and write so I'm just going to talk about the past year and all the changes that have taken place. A year ago I was 18, my hair was its natural color with a few random highlights taken from the leftovers of Sarah's highlighting attempts, which I think worked out well. I was a ( Read more... )

W hen I was in eighth grade, my best friend of many years tried to kill herself.  It didn’t come as a total surprise because I as well as her and my mutual friends had seen her downward spiral.  I guess that’s the part that bothered me the most; maybe if I had spoken to a guidance counselor and said, “look, this girl isn’t balanced,” the guidance ( Read more... )

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Who said you gotta play the way that others say? At the end of the day
it’s you who does what you wanna do. And you
might see me and want me to be
more than a girl lost in a whirl
aiming to please slappin cheese on patties at good ole mickey d’s.
I’ll try, but I’m not gonna lie, I’d rather die than try and try
and never be better
than some ( Read more... )

can i kiss you by the old fact'ry wall? the old dead fact'ry where the wind puffs and the time pulls. i like the sounds of that, did you come up with it yourself? it sounds like an old song that i have yet to write…

you should call me after you get high ( Read more... )

did i ( Read more... )

Everything was perfect. Then with no warning, this seed embedded itself and began to fester. With it came the pain. I tried to fix it and whatever relief I got was only temporary. There it sits and the pain continues. Intensifies. I can't take it.

If you were wondering, I'm talking ( Read more... )

Rules: Put your playlist on random. Select the first 15 song titles and add "in my pants" to the end. Display results.

The Little Nash Rambler in my pants
Bang Bang in my pants
Damn it Feels Good to be a Gangsta in my pants
I Wear My Sunglasses at Night in my pants
Carolina on my Mind in my pants
I Want to be Sedated in my pants
Summer of ( Read more... )

Things that are difficult to say when drunk:
cinnamon
indubitably
innovative
preliminary
proliferation

Things that are very difficult to say when drunk:
british constitution
loquacious
transubstantiate
passive-aggresive disorder
specificity

Things that are downright impossible to say when drunk:
thanks, but i dont want to have sex
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I was listening to "Damn it Feels Good to be a Gangsta" when Sarah walked in today. I think she's scared of me now.