I am completely incapable of standing up for myself ( Read more... )

If you get there before I do, 
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through, 
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not going to let you down, 
wait and see.
Between now and then, 
until I see you again, 
I'll be loving you.

Love,  
Me

I miss you.

I think about it every single day. 
Not one day goes by where it does not cross my mind.
I don't know when it started, but I must have realized it sometime.
My dad told me that it isn't what I think it is, that it is no vacation.
My sister asked me why I would ever want to do that.

Pain.
Children left orphans by AIDS.
Genocide.
Hunger.
Africa.

For once in my ( Read more... )

I like rainy days, they make me happy.
Cuddle, stranger. Get close.

I am watching Ripley's Believe It or Not on the SciFi channel. Does life get any more lame? No.

but do you really feel alive without me?

It's too realistic
to be optimistic.

It is way to hot for a late November day.
The highs should be lower than the lows, and the lows should be much lower.
Lately, it seems like everything has been about pessimism for me. 
Maybe if I actually slept at night thing would be better.
Now I just want to sleep all day; I am such a drag.

Soy nuggets and apple sauce + ER will make like better

Goodness, I am in such a mood. 
I wish I could shake it.

I have to take French.
Please take into account that the last French class I had
was with Mrs. Warren.
She came to my 2nd grade class once a week
and taught for an hour.
I scored a 1 on my placement test,
and that puts me in Into to French.
Perfect.