Recent events have shown that there is still good left in this fucked up world of ours. Although i can see this i still tend to lose more and more faith in it each day. As i look around i see the assholes succeeding and the good people being punished. Is it because us good people put up with the assholes in fear that if we dont, we are selves will ( Read more... )

Yea, so this week should be awesome. I get to go to Boston with ine of my most awesomest friends. I think we'll have lots of fun, or at least i hope we will

You ever have one of those days where everything falls down around you and you can't do anything to stop it. This is my life, it is an unhappy one I think about leaving at least once a day. I never will but i can't push that thought away from me. It seems for that as much as i help i seem to destroy. I have decided to help no more,I think i will be ( Read more... )

Today was awesome, I got into North Eastern University. This is totally awesome, I can't wait until I can go to Boston. Life seems to be turning around, I mean I still have a part of me that needs fulfilment but it will come in time. Hopefully that hole will be filled soon but only time will tell.

Ok, Kids. Lesson number one, lose all hope in everything, cause hope will just fuck you over. As a result of last night I no longer have hope, pissed off beyond all hell to the point where I'm calm yet twicthing occassionally. Last night I watched some of my closest friends get drunk or pretend to be drunk in one particular case. It seems he who I ( Read more... )

In contrast to my last entry, things are starting to look better. I guess getting all that out really helped. Someone actually said to Thursday night that i actually looked relaxed and as if the world was finally off my shoulders. I feel a lot better to. The last couple days have been pretty good. Thursday i got to hang out with my really awesome ( Read more... )

Ok so I have to say I got really depressed a few days ago. The cause of it was seeing two people who are clearly in love embracing one another and talking about Valentine's Day. I hate fucking Valentine's Day, it's a fucking hallmark holdiay. I can't stand it any longer. I serioulsy can't wait to get out of here and start over and try and move past ( Read more... )

High School can be summed up in one word: DRAMA. Every day as high school students we follow the routine that has been our lives for the last four years, but what is it about each day that we remember, it sure as hell isn't what we learned in class. We tend to remember what people did or said outside of class, the whole i hate this person or she ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the better nights that I've had in a long time. I hung out with all my friends, some of them for only few minutes, but I got to see all of them. My night was at it's best when me and said person from my last entry got to just chill and watch a movie together. It was in a single word nice. Well I'm done blabbing for now ( Read more... )

As humans we are frail creatures. A friend of mine said recently that she had a weak moment and caved in under pressure. What she said reminded me of something that i was told a long time ago, that not of us are weak, we are only human. Meaning, as humans we can only be pushed so far and be eaten away at so much before we either snap or crumble. As ( Read more... )