It has been a really long time since my last post! Well, since my last post a lot of things have happened; my real father died, I met my Yiayia and Grandfather from that side of the family, I finished medic school and now work for RMA as a Paramedic, and Megan and I got a condo in Metrowest. The condo is great and there are so many amenities with ( Read more... )

So she hasn't spoken to me since Sunday I wish she knew how much that hurts!!! I checked out some local counseling groups for anger management and my insecurity issues they are pretty expensive but I need to go. The way it looks Megan is ready to move on with her life and I am not in it, so if anyone knows any healthy ways to heal a broken heart ( Read more... )

I guess I have come to realize that Megan has wanted out of this relationship for awhile now and just never told me, why else would she refuse to compromise and work on things? Her dad just came by and for people who have seen him, Megan and him are almost identical, lovely I had to go in my room because I started to cry:( I hate that she can get ( Read more... )

Since I had last written: Megan and I kind of got back together and yesterday I called the whole thing off (sometimes I amaze myself ( Read more... )

Forgive me for any typo's I am quite inebriated. Megan and I broke up:( I am very upset about it, we have had our problems lately and they all revolved around one person and my suspicions. Well, my suspicions were right, Megan did a DUMB ASS thing and continuously lied to me about it. I guess I am more disappointed with Megan than upset. I had ( Read more... )

Lets see since I last wrote Megan broke up with me and said she needs time to "sort through her thoughts", I can understand that. Even though I am trying to be understanding it is still hard to handle, I mean I have been with her off and on for 4 years!!! I guess it gives us both a little time to evaluate what is going on in our lives. It is so ( Read more... )

So, I am at work right now and I am tired as hell. I am mentally drained from working, debating and of course arguing with my brothers,Douglas and Joseph. Douglas and Joseph called my mom after Kerry conceded and proceeded to tell her that they would not be coming to Christmas or any other family function because they do not want to associate with ( Read more... )

Today is my moms 56th birthday!She is so sad lately because of her husband being out of town and my grandma not being here this year.I told her that whatever she wanted she could have,for those who know my mom you understand that she is content with anything.She decided that she wanted to play miniature golf ,so after I get off work we are going to ( Read more... )

I went to my orientation for Paramedic School today.I am not sure how I am going to juggle school,work,Meg,and life for the next year.My schedule will be hectic consisting of 2 days of lecture,1 day of lab,1 day of clinical meetings and 24-36 hrs of clinical on the weekend(this is per week,people)!I am worried about how this will effect Meg and I, ( Read more... )

So I received my grade in the mail...97% my friends!!!I now have my certificate and a little wallet card saying I am a EMT!!!I wish Meg was here so I could tell her, oh well she will be back later today ( Read more... )