I talked to Barrett tonight and I think all should be good. Hopefully (for once) we'll actually act on the words we said. If not, I've still got a line of guys who'd take fucking numbers for me. My next conquest will either be Scotty or Isaac. Probably Scotty first, just so I can get laid a few good times. Isaac I want to be my boyfriend. He' ( Read more... )

I caved in & bought the Tegan & Sara (So Jealous) cd. I suck with money. As soon as I cashed my check, I went to the mall.

List of Goods
oo1. Tegan & Sara (So Jealous) cd
oo2. Coldplay (X&Y) cd [AGAIN]
oo3. Phantom Of The Opera (Deluxe Set) cd
oo4. Moleskine w. Squared Paper

God I'm so bad. But it feels so good!

Much to update about (over several posts).

Friday night, Nikki & I got off work and drove out to my house so I could change. We headed back up to town and bought some Jack, Rum & cigarettes. Then Nikki called Eric & we met them at a gas station and followed them to Jason Bass's house. Nikki & I took a good couple of shots each as we watched ( Read more... )

Good Christ, I do not want to go to work. I just want to hang out at home all day. Becky & I skipped out on our second class and drove around listening to 80's music. We were acting like we did when we were 15: giggling at boys, saying stupid things, being girls. We went to GameCrazy so I could get a boyfriend, but he wasn't there. No sale ( Read more... )

Alright, this time I promise I'm getting off the internet and journaling. Chris txted me and wanted to know if I'd be on MSN later. Seriously: it's almost 11 pm now. I have school in the morning. He's not taking his break until 1-2 pm. FUCK NO I WON'T BE ON MSN. You damn idiot. I'm smoking my last goddamn cigarette and GOING TO BED!

I just saw Saw II with my little brother. It was pretty fucked up, but I didn't expect anything less. I smoked a cigarette on the way home and when I was getting out of my car, I couldn't find my other pack! So now I have ONE cigarette to last me tonight and tomorrow until 3 pm. Ha! NO WAY. I'm gonna have to bum some money off my mom. I hope ( Read more... )

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I fucking hate you.

Everything's cool with Barrett & I, now. We might go out to eat with Nikki tonight (even though I'm broke and bulimic ( Read more... )

That was probably the worst paper I've ever written. Seriously. It went all dominant on me and forced me to suck its dick. Okay, sorry. I went too far with that. But that paper owned me. At least I finished it. Now let's see how good of a grade a fucking stoner can get with bullshit on paper ( Read more... )