I went to the show tonight. It was okay. Mostly a waste of the perfectly good time I could have used working on my paper. The guy from The Independents is fucking insane for me. Either he genuinely is, or he fed me the same speech he feeds all his other small town groupies. Either way, he invited me to stay with him tonight and I (was stoned, ( Read more... )

I BOUGHT A MOLESKINE!!!!

(ensuing excitement)

This whole Barrett thing is just stupid. I'm just going to keep ignoring him. I don't care. What I don't understand is why I'm always expected to be the one who makes things better. & the whole age issue: if he's 25, shouldn't he be MATURE enough to come up to me with a reason? Yeah, that's what I thought. I'm so sick of this. Can't I just ( Read more... )

I feel (right now) about work how I used to feel about school. On those days where, for example, I would call my mom from the drama room & ask to go home and, upon arriving at my house, lay down in my bed, cry, and cut my arms open. During the months I felt like that, I dreaded school. I just wanted to stay home and sleep and sleep and sleep. ( Read more... )

You know I love you so.

I'm scared that I'm not gonna get up early enough for school tomorrow. (I'm stoned.) But I can't miss again, because I have a test in History. And that blows. I might go to Psychology, but if I don't, I'm just gonna go to the library and study. I can't afford to miss a test. But that means I have to write my History paper. Wait, this is my ( Read more... )

This is a letter for you.

Dear (you),

The English language is amazing. It contains 3,000,000+ words. & none of them are good enough to tell you how I feel.

♥,
Sandra

Is it pride that won't let my hand touch the phone? Or fear ( Read more... )

A summary of all the (mostly) tangible things that make me sick for them.

Jon;
oo1. Old tapes of skateboarding
oo2. Skate magazines

Matt;
oo1. Modest Mouse
oo2. Halo
oo3. Coheed & Cambria
oo4. Heather Hills

DJ;
oo1. Winter
oo2. Coldplay
oo3. Chocolate-covered strawberries
oo4. Spaghetti
oo5. Snow
oo6. Closer
oo7. Phantom Of The Operaoo8. Anime/ ( Read more... )

Please love me! My heart is breaking in half right now for you. And the thing is, I know I could call you up right now and beg to be back with you and you would take me into your arms in a heartbeat. No, even quicker. Come sweep me off my feet! Take me with you! Hold me and kiss my neck! I want things the way they were during those hellish ( Read more... )