fuck it !!!!!! i am so done with peoples bullshit and the games and just life in general I am going to seclude myself for a while work on me go to the gym work and work and work. people know where i live so if you all wanna check on me from time to time feel free until then I am fucking done.

this is all

Just for the record I am not 30 today I am 21 with 9 years of experience. sounds fine to me so as long as others can accept this I will be good. right?....

Just honestly don't know anymore, I say I am ok but I know there are a few that can see through it. Meh I just work to keep my mind off things it seems to help.

Things are getting better, but I still hurt sooo soooo much. Will I ever feel right again?

apparently I did not get this memo but it is illegal i guess to drive around at 11 am with Nine inch nails coming loudly from my car. but it is not illegal when some yo boy drives blasting neyo or whatever the fuck it was so loud my car was shaking from his. I luckily got a warning but it was a total WTF moment.

is wondering if what i did was still the right thing to do????? I wasnt happy and I didnt feel like myself anymore. now being alone and sulking isnt making the choice i made any easier.

that is all it took and I am totally fed up with being here already. somebody shoot me.

please make this horrid headache/ sinus pressure stop!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like my head is going to fucking explode.

watched this in class the other day and was wowed.

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I love love love going to the thugged out car wash up the road. you know the ones where all the wannabe thugs try and look cool while polishing their fake spinner rims yeah those ( Read more... )