confused is my middle name.
-im actually thinking of promoting it to my first name.
i feel conflicted in so many ways that i cant help but allow it to wash over me from time to time.
strangely enough, it feels so comforting to just lay back and be swallowed by delightfuly painful emotion.
i think it might all boil down to this:
i know what i ( Read more... )

ack
feelings from the past are not supposed to be so intense.

too much to take.
way too much.

whats up with that...

eep ( Read more... )

they call me mellow yellow.. quite rightly ( Read more... )

well today is another day. i feel less manic. less frantic. less upset. less tired. less sick ( Read more... )

im not ready to be on the endless cycle of quitting and starting.
im not ready to be a failure.
im not ready to call it quits on my life.
im not ready to be a statistic.
im not ready to live.
im not ready to die.
im not ready.
incomplete or unfinished.

i just got off the phone with mica ( Read more... )

its funny how words cant make anything better ( Read more... )

one thing that makes me lose faith in the character of people is unadmitted-hypocracy. i am a hypocrite, and im proud of it. you wont catch me saying im not one ( Read more... )

this morning was one that compells me to curl up on the floor and cry like a baby. however, i am resolved to resist this urge ( Read more... )