I'm SO sick of feeling like this...I'm sick of feeling not good enough, not skinny enough, not pretty enough, not worthy enough of his time. Fuck this bullshit. He knows how this makes me feel. But does he give a shit ( Read more... )

My niece was born today...She is so precious and tiny and just the sweetest little thing ( Read more... )

If only I weren't such a fool maybe i could get somewhere in this life...but im rotting away to nothing

What the fuck should I do? Should I just leave here and move 1,000 miles from home? Should I stay here and be miserable in this awful place? I don't know what to do anymore. I never knew what to do. I'm just one big walking mistake and I hate it.

My heart is pounding so hard I can feel it throbbing in my head. I just told my sister...and she hugged me...but somehow I dont feel any better...because I know what tomorrows day is going to bring. I hope tomorrow takes its time to get here.

Please God...Dont let this be happening to me. :(

I am so pissed off right now. You have no idea. My sister is a super fucking bitch...just because she is depressed because she dosent have a male figure to love or be loved by...she has to make everyone else feel like complete crap too. I'm so sick of her being all nice and sweet to me one minute..and the next, her telling me how non-dependable ( Read more... )

I hate living here. Please make the next 5 months go by quickly..and please magically fill my bank account with money so Kitt and I can move out as soon as i turn 18.

So...Im bored...and I stole this from Kayla's journal...yay.

It's been awhile since I last updated...so Hi ( Read more... )