ski school is a fuckin mess. over the past few days there have been more than 200 three to six year old kids each day. it's absolutely hectic. my bosses are verbally abusive. they set unrealistic goals for the instructors and get angry when they can't be met. if i stay there until the end of the season, i feel that i'll be risking my sanity.

i don't think it's true that you "fall in love" with someone. this definition is shallow and superficial. you make love, or create love. i believe love is not a feeling so much as a commitment and a promise ( Read more... )

i'm starting to freak out a little. i don't know what to get my man for christmas. he already thought of the most awesome gift ever for me: a helmet cover that looks like a snow leopard. this is perfect because i need something to put on my helmet so that 5 year olds can distinguish me from the rest of the ski instructors in blue uniforms on the ( Read more... )

sometimes i really feel miserable here. but i read an article about changing your mindset and dwelling on the positive things in life that you're thankful for instead of focusing on the shitty things. so here we go ( Read more... )

i want him to be honest with me. really, i do. but when he tells me about the cute little 18 year old girl that just started at his job, i want to punch him in the face.

Oh blah blah blah blah, my boyfriend still thinks about his ex, I'm a selfish bitch, co-habitating is hard.

“All people are insane. They will do anything at any time, and God help anybody who looks for reasons.”

found him.

sometimes the truth is worse.

i just talked to amado on the phone for the first time in almost three years.

we talked for six hours.

i haven't been this confused in a long time.

i talked to amado for the first time in almost two years. the last time we spoke it was over facebook. he had friend requested me after we hadn't seen each other or spoken in months. except for the times i sent him drunken text messages lamenting our failed relationship and wondering if we would have made good parents. anyway, i responded to his ( Read more... )