Today I finally called my primary doctor's office to get a referral to the other doctor I'm going to see. I know I totally should not have put this off for so long, but for some reason I have a lot of anxiety about this sort of thing - making appointments and calling offices (of any kind) etc. BUT I finally did it. And at first, it was a fucking ( Read more... )

17 days left until this appointment, and I am starting to feel some pressure to maybe say something to my family. My whole family ( Read more... )

In 37 days I have a very important appointment with a very important doctor.

Today I really needed to go back to school. I needed to be there so I could start to get all of my shit back in order and make a plan/schedule for the week and start getting work done. I also just needed to be back in my own space ( Read more... )

I had forgotten what "energetic" felt like.

Pushing people away is my specialty ( Read more... )

ftw.

I got the roommate for college part down.

Now I just need the $40 grand.

I am an adult as of today.

This time around, I left very specific instructions for what I will not have on a cake.

Wish me luck. :)

Enough said.

Or maybe not. I feel bad about some things right now, things I can't help, but I hope to hell they don't mean complete loss. More on this later. Maybe.

My stomach hurts. I need a roommate for college. I also need $40,000 for college. Fml.