Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuckidy fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

So, i'm not big on the whole "resolutions" bullshit, but, i figure, my life is all fucked up, and I am All fucked up, and, i suppose making a decision to try to change some things is as good a way to try to fix it as any. So, these are not "resolutions" per se. They are more... options. or... guidelines. Things that, while i'm sure i will forget ( Read more... )

I've realized some things recently... not the least of which is that i'm all fucked up ( Read more... )

Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson ( Read more... )

sometimes, like now, i just wish someone would love me.

and then i remember that i've had that before, and it's never worked out.

life's easier when no one loves you.

it's lonely as hell.

but it's easier.

i think.

so, i haven't updated in a while, and, being bored and at work, and seeing as i have five hours left to go, i might as well ( Read more... )

i have nothing to write, nor have i for what seems a very long time. it's fucking awful. i'm goddamn tired of it ( Read more... )

That i had something to say....

i really do.

I miss everyone...

and i am almost more than certain that no one misses me...

it's a lonely feeling

i'm sure that's not true... but it's how i feel ( Read more... )