Why can't I sleep?

The sun rose in silence. Four separate minds stood in a balcony without bodies. All we need are our ideas. A long flowing stream of logic and "things happen for a reason." The black smoke took three short breaths as it reached freedom before it smeared into the beautiful orange glow. The birds were awake now and speaking their own language. I have ( Read more... )

It's so much more fun to dance with somebody else.

I'm going to spend way too much money this summer. I can already tell. Hobbies are expensive. I found a really great deal on the adobe stuff. It's only 200 for everything. Even more than what I will need but some cool stuff that I could probably use. Then I will need a printer. But then I will be set and can do a lot of the things that i want to. I ( Read more... )

Today has been long. I woke up early because people always call about buying my car but no one wants it still. It's been kind of lonely considering I have been in my house by myself all day. I have actually been studying though which is crazy for me. I think this is the second time I have ever really studied for a test in college. It's for ( Read more... )

So it's friday and I'm off to good old tucson in a bit. I'm excited because I have been buying a lot of cds and I havent really had a chance to listen to all of them. So it will be a fun trip. I think it would be hard to work at a photo developing place. You either have to have an awesome life or you would be thoroughly depressed. Just looking at ( Read more... )

Things are content at this moment. They aren't great, but I would have a really hard time complaining. My heart is heavy with distance, but that can be solved with time. If my life were a country the currency would be routine. I wouldd love to cash it in and go somewhere famous but I have too many things to worry about. In the next couple of weeks ( Read more... )

Hi kids. So im exhausted right now and this week is going to be one of the longest/craziest weeks ever. I just found a new place to live which is awesome and i like it a lot. It's huge and we are filling it out with great things. Mostly love. Things are coming together quite nicely. Its a pain to move and find everything i need but it will be worth ( Read more... )

So this weekend was really good. Definitely what i needed. Friday was the show and it was lots of fun. It sucked really bad that my car broke but i didnt let it get to me. MOMA was good and it was fun to hang out. It would have been nice to see troubleTROUBLE but what are ya gonna do when you are only 19. it was fun to hand out cds, grants a good ( Read more... )

i just don't feel like i fit in anywhere right now. i wish i lived in the woods and i was 9 years old because i would run out back to my cave. The cave that's right under the huge maple tree and just sit there for hours with my stuffed teddy bear. Throwing rocks and pretended to be invisible. I tried being invisible tonight but driving in a car ( Read more... )