im bored now. i was looking for pictures for my book but theres no point because i cant work on it right now. i need illustrator and photoshop. if someone has it and they want to give it to me it would make me happy. im excited about my book. so far i think it will turn out nicely. this weekend was good. friday i went to tucson which is always nice ( Read more... )

i have been meaning to write for awhile now but something always comes up or im just not in the mood. i have been doing well. the weekend was good. friday i enjoyed myself and the company. i saw club dread on friday and starsky and hutch on sat. both worth watching but i dont know about owning. Last thursday was extremely sad because my baby ( Read more... )

time for an update it seems. work wasn't too bad tonight. it was slow and somehow i walked out with almost 200 bucks. which is much needed since my car has been turning on its check engine light. i really hope it doesnt die soon because then i will want to. and a car really isnt worth dying over. i have been keeping myself really busy lately which ( Read more... )

wow. so very rarely comes a night that can change the rest of my life. it happened tonight. i wasnt expecting it at all. i still dont really know what to think about it. i think i told him everything that i should have. i think we both know where each other stand. i think im okay with it. i know for sure what not to do with my kids so i guess on ( Read more... )

it seems like the week just started but now its almost over. having monday off was nice. this weekend was all that i had hoped for and more. im glad my car made it to tucson. valentines day was cute. fajitas are good. that cake was amazing. thanks again for taking care of me. i loved every minute of it. im glad tim said he had a good bday. hes a ( Read more... )

man oh man what a weekend. it went by too fast. thats what happens when you keep busy. friday was good. sushi's the best even when you dont have a server and some of the art was good. sat. i had to finish my project which i didnt mind at all. im looking forward to the rest of my life doing something which i think is cool. then the show where me and ( Read more... )

Ok so in my creative writing class we have to write a piece about a certain event in our life. im not happy with mine and i have til wednesday to make it better. im tired so someone else help me. its about my first earthquake. so any feedback would be good ( Read more... )

This week has been alright. School isnt too bad. i mean im a huge bum and totally slacking since i dropped a class but oh well. i just dont see the point in paying for classes i wont get anything out of except a shitty little credit. my creative writing teacher is the best. i look forward to that class. but the kids in it make me want to kill. not ( Read more... )

sorry about the last journal. i made it sound a lot worse than it really was. i was just in one of those moods and i needed to get it out. its out. im fine. today wasnt bad at all. my philosophy class is gonna be way boring. i really dislike those whole "meet the class" things. they always seem pointless to me. then my english class was cancelled ( Read more... )

so i think my self worth is at an all time low. today i have been thinking way too much and blowing things way out of proportion. i dont like myself right now. mainly i dont like the way i feel inside. there are so many things i want to change right now but no motivation to do anything. one thing leads to another and earlier i realized that ( Read more... )