I was talking on MSN earlier and was being told about a game of strip poker being played post Bamboo on Thursday night. This reminded me of my having played Strip Pontoon when I was 11. I did it a fair few times actually, and didn't think anything of it. That there's nothing strange about that was not a view shared by the young lady I was talking

Today started badly - I had no choice but to run straight through a hail storm, with a hoodless coat, headon, for ten minutes. I was hot, tired, wet, cold and in pain by the time I reached work. Of course, the hail, having started when I got off the train, stopped when I got into work. At least I beat my record for the journey, doing the 1.3 miles ( Read more... )

This applies to two things ( Read more... )

The last two weeks have been, generally, miserable. That’s obvious from my entries here, which incidentally I feel a lot better for having written - especially the one on Friday night. The question is, what am I going to do about it? This is a huge entry btw, and I don’t expect anyone to read all of it, but it’s something I have to do.

Awkwardly ( Read more... )

So much for my glorious plan of posting a positive entry...last night, for the second time in a row, I had a dream in which I met a very violent demise, this time at the hands of zombies ( Read more... )

And another week ends badly. Felt like shite, but went to the Cathouse anyway, because it was either be alone and feel like crap or be with other people and feel like crap. WIth lonliness sinking in the latter seemed more palatable, and I guess it was, but I was never gonna last the whole night. Right now I should really just list everything that's ( Read more... )

Today was nowhere near as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it still took a lot out of me.

In the cold light of day I still mean every word I said last night, I'm not going to take that back. I really need to meet somebody, and I don't know if I can do that on my own. I'm so utterly utterly envious of people who have folk falling over ( Read more... )

Surprise surprise, my thoughts are here there and everywhere with little sense of coherence, and little time to sort themselves out. I don't know why. There's a lot of uncertainty in my life, still, and I don't like it. I know, it is a fundamental part of life, but still. My biggest question though is, perhaps predictably, about relationships.

Why ( Read more... )

Christ, I'm going round and round again. As per usual ( Read more... )

I don't know who or how many people actually read my journal, but anyone who does may be expecting me to go private with it with this entry. Excerpts from it have been posted on AltNation, and I'm not happy about it. Chaos duly ensued, as the question of the right do so divided people. And yet, I'm not going to go private.

I don't trust people ( Read more... )