havent posted in a while. ill start it off with.. well north carolina was alright, but my grandparents dont like my sister and i, so that wasnt something to be happy about, but it was nice seeing them anyway. Tuesday we drove home. 15 damn hours in the car, pshhh that was torture, but it made me realize some things sitting there and thinking for so ( Read more... )

helloooooooo everyone!!!! im in north carolina right now and im on my grammies computer and wanted to say hello. i miss everyone and will talk on tuesday. much love. <3

ITS 80 HERE TODAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA KATHLEEN I LOVE YOU

we're not even friends anymore. we talked everyday, about anything, everything. You seemed to be the one person who could always make me laugh. I dont even care about whats new in your life, i just care that youre pre-occupied, and dont have anymore time for me. its hard, difficult, but i live. I guess I can only say Ill miss those days, when i ( Read more... )

wow i need to stop complaining. embrace life. woooo.

once again Im home alone, on a saturday night. But you know what, I dont mind it that much. Sure Im bored, but its better than being somewhere i dont want to be, and regretting going there. maybe I'll clean my room, or do some laundry, watch a movie or two, and play a video game. I really dont see what's wrong with that. I dont see any point in ( Read more... )

People think they understand what I go through each day with my life, but they dont. people think they are capable of feeling how shitty i do sometimes, and im sure some people do, but not for the same reasons. You'd be suprised what is said to me by the people who are supposed to care the most about me. You'd be suprised how much I enjoy being ( Read more... )

ahahahha first off, i would just like to say how amazing my aim icon is. my head hurts. I think i have something wrong with it. i must say, i had an all around good day. gym was fun today, but the greatest class was science, i must say. especially when someone said "it doesnt stop popping" or something and amanda said "just like michael jackson in ( Read more... )

Im tired, Im cold, Im sad. I sit in this chair, and let everything pour out of me at once. I cant seem to express everything I want to say anymore, I know that people want to know what I think, and what I feel, but maybe I just want to keep those feelings to myself sometimes. I feel so out of the circle all of a sudden, and I really dont mind all ( Read more... )

this is the third time im writing this. i dont like home. i dont like my surroundings. I hate having the same thing everyday, and having the easy way out of things. Im never challenged when it comes to situations. Im sick of the lack of activity, dirt rather than sand, clouds instead of sun. I want a challenge, I want to go somewhere and start all ( Read more... )

tomorrow's friday, which mean's im leaving in 2 days. im scared of flying. oh yes I am. hopefully everything will go well though ( Read more... )