another day down the drain. sometimes they go by so slowly, and others, they go by so quickly. somewhat interesting i suppose. lately ive been finding myself out of nowhere just closing my eyes and picturing myself being in a completely different atmosphere, which completely different people, and thinking to myself, what would it be like if my ( Read more... )

im at a loss of words right now. Im just dumbfounded by the way people act. Im so eager to know what triggers their reactions to things and how they figure out what to do. When I think of people, all that comes to mind is a huge question mark. I have no idea what I should feel about people, and I have no clue why they feel the need to be so unkind ( Read more... )

suddenly im just in a bad mood. I dont understand it. The littlest things get me so aggrivated, and these things are ridiculously stupid and shouldnt have even been discussed. I know this probably isnt making much sense to anyone right now, but it does to me. ugh fuck everything. the reasons i feel so shitty all the time are because of all of my ( Read more... )

I sit here and just think to myself about everything thats been happening the past few weeks, months, years... it all changed so quickly it seems, and yet at those times I remember it felt like it would never end. So strange how that somehow happens, but usually the bad times take longer to pass than the good, which doesn't satisfy me much. ( Read more... )

bored as FUCK, but brittanys here, and we're both hot as hell so it's working out quite well. We're listening to good music thanks to her, and just sitting in my room chatting. I went to the highschool last night... mom finally is happy about my wanting to go there, which is a good thing. hmmm i have nothing to say so i guess thats all.

today was my first day without brittany at school. it was pretty shitty, but this change just made me appreciate our friendship even more. so ive been having these CRAZY mood swings..basically me just going from really depressed to really happy. yeah, it just happened. i was really sad today (because i missed brittany desperately) and now im really ( Read more... )