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I am, yet again, at a crossroads in my life. I sat in my car for fifteen minutes two nights ago, solely trying to grasp the thought that I will be out of high school in a year. I realized then that I have no idea what I want to do. Ever since I was young I have wanted to be a veterinarian, but now, I have no idea. I suppose it doesn't matter just ( Read more... )

"Stupid sky. You don't want to fit?! Fine! BRRRING!! IT'S FOR YOU!" *whack whack whack ( Read more... )

Once, just once. I would like to have an anniversary with Stephan where I didn't feel like absolute shit. No, not physically. Emotionally. And this time, I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me. It's 2:35 in the morning, I'm sitting in the dark in my living room, and bawling. I can't think straight. I can't see straight. My head hurts. My ( Read more... )

It's just one more day
No one said there would be rain again
Won't blame it on myself
I'll blame it on the weatherman. Oh geez. Life lately has been nothing short of.. lame. I have no more variation in my life and it's basically killing me slowly. And apart from that, random things keep happening ( Read more... )

So my life has been nothing recently but one catastrophe after the next. I mean really. You'd think after so much bullshit it would actually take a drastic incline to the top of.. something. But no. I just keep having more problems to face, more decisions to make, and more drama to destroy. Personally, I'm fucking sick of it ( Read more... )

What if you never loved me ( Read more... )

Its killing you and its killing me.
Theres more to this than the eye can see,
And my mind can no longer take it.
So you take my heart and I take your hand.
My knees will fall if you demand,
And I can no longer fake it.

I dream of you, but a dreams a dream,
And as Hamlet said, "I know not seemsReality is all I can live ( Read more... )

"I'm going to the heartbreak hotel. Wanna come?" -- Sarah
"No thanks. I just checked out." -- Me

Alright, Ben, I'll be honest too.

I have a deep rooted problem with letting go. People. Pictures. Videos. Memories. You name it, I save it ( Read more... )

Here is a taste of being inside Michelle's mind for a day:

Warning: Contents Under Pressure. Do Not Puncture.I'm just now waking up ( Read more... )