It's almost as thought everyone has left and moved on with their lives since school let out. Everyone has all these separate lives, and I'm on the short end of the stick. As hard as I try I can't seem to make a life of my own without all those who picked up without me. It may be partly or even completely my fault, I don't feel like I've been ( Read more... )

My hesitancy in relationships has caused troubles in the past I will admit. But this time it's different, I found someone who I really connect with, someone who shares interests EXTREMELY similar to mine. Of course nothing good could be birthed without some complications. I've managed to work through the complications partly and things are ( Read more... )

The greatest thing about a journal of any design is that there is no hinderance in the writing style, word choice, elaboration, or any other part of an essay or paper that the AP graders would wreck on you for in a timed essay. Thus in celebration of this wonderful fact I will now write the things on my mind in no particular order, organization, ( Read more... )

Brace yourselves, this is going to be a rather long one ( Read more... )

...fuck my personal life

Apparently nobody anywhere can keep their nose out of anyone else's life. People automatically assume what I am thinking then go off and preach it to everyone else, then this distorted view of what happened is on everyone's mind. For future reference to anyone bored enough to make their own assumptions about what I think or want, stay the fuck ( Read more... )

...just a blank page everytime I look at it. Guess I will fill it up with something, all you other people are on my not so cool list because you don't update.

Well I made a Xanga in teh midst of all the boring, it has the coolest music ever.

today's the day it gets tired

Yeah, I am updating for the sake of updating now ( Read more... )

I finally finished shooting on that independent shor film, SWEEEET now my weekends are free for the next couple months ( Read more... )

Something in me kind of clicked on, or off for that matter. Either my sense of curiosity for anything and everything has come back in to play in my life, or my common sense and understanding of anything and everything has turned off...either way the past several hours have become a major bitch. I found myself getting ready for bed last night and ( Read more... )