I'VE NEVER BEEN SO ALONE...AND I....I'VE NEVER BEEN SO ALIVE

broken, yet somehow complete
i am the victim of a beautiful letdown

IN WINDOW'S GAZE LIES UNRELENTING
ON MASKED AND ENDLESS CRIES
TRUTHFUL DANCERS FAIL TO FLOAT 
A CAGED IN SONGBIRD DIES

UNTOUCHABLES STAND IN
HONEST FACELESS MASS
FAITHFULLY SHADED
HIDDEN BY MY GLASS

I CAN NOT FATHOM 
I FAIL TO CAPTURE
ONE SINGLE SOLID  BEAT
WHY MOMENTS ENRAPTURE

WHAT FAITH HAVE THEY 
WHY FORMULATE THEIR SMILE
SLOWLY UNWATCHED LIPS 
CRESCENDO  ( Read more... )

THE NATURE OF GRAVITY DEMANDS A LETDOWN

just a few things i think you all should know about me:

this is not a hicky on my neck.

i smacked myself with a curling iron and then got a hairbrush cought in the sizling flesh and tore out a chunk of my neck.

i am not stoned.

i fell asleep with my contacts in while cramming for finals and something got in my eye, got trapped in the contact, and ( Read more... )

i think i need to say some things.......

i genuinely love  gay people BECAUSE i'm a christian. NOT inspite of it...

when i love, i DON'T have an agenda.  i love them for WHO they are, and i WON'T try to change them to fit MY MOLD because i give them credit for having a brain, beauty, the capacity to love genuinely, the respect they deserve - NOT pity ( Read more... )

white paint on concrete spells the words

"PLEA FOR PEACE"

if you are going to vandalize, 
you might as well have something to say 
inspite of myself, i respect that

if i painted a wall  
i wonder what it would read
to write to the passerbys in permanent paint

just one message
or one simple word

by will i curb my wall to change  
slim small subtle change 
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kudos to: Eva Longoria for recieveing her second in a row title as "most beautiful woman" 2006.  her thoughts on her second victory "I was like, 'Surely there are more beautiful women in the  world ... somewhere'".  WE LOVE YOU EVA !!!!
kudos to: Uri Geller for purchasing Elvis Presley's pre-Graceland Memphis home for renovation.  Israeli-born ( Read more... )

congratulations
you have showed me my ugly

 
10 THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO SAY STRAIGHT TO PEOPLE ( I WAS TAGGED TWICE)

*don't waste your breath by trying to get me to spill because it's not going to happen*
(i won't name names even though i have very specific people in mind)

1) you drag me down and don't realize it.... yet on the flip side,  you can make me the happiest person in the world when ( Read more... )

maybe love is more than JUST the absence of hate


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