ive just been sitting here, listening to The Cure songs i listened to in the happier times. these memories hurt so much, these pictures hurt so much, living with no purpose hurts so much. this all really hurts and it isnt going to go away. theres nothing now. i barely got a chance. why does this always happen to me? regardless of whos fault ( Read more... )

please help me. i cant make it through this

ill wait six days

you dont know what you had until youve ruined it.........permanently

words are nice. they mean.............stuff.....sometimes. but usually, words are just words. nothing can make them more than that. no one will ever make them more than that, of this im sure. words are nothing. you can say anything and it will be believed, but then it still doenst mean anything. actions speak louder than.

She said, "Face your fears and come with me ( Read more... )

i'm not gonna write in this shit anymore. i'll be around, maybe.

i didn't go to school today. i didn't feel like seeing anyone. sorry. i needed some time to think but instead i've squandered my time away by being numb. i've slept and watched movies, which all got boring quickly, so i slept somemore. i'm sorry Amanda. i dunno whether to hope you missed me or to hope you didn't. i just . . . i'm sorry for ( Read more... )

i stayed in my room for almost the entire day. also i stared at a certain tree for quite some time. 30 minutes or so to be approximate. well anyway whatever.

**If anything that I am saying in this “writing” becomes clear (or un-vague) in anyway during the course of you reading it, please discontinue absorbing my idiocy IMMEDIATELY ( Read more... )