i'm so so so so sooooooo fucking bored seriously what the fuck.
i hate this house
i HATE IT.
there is never anything to fucking do we just sit in this fucking room and FUCKING SIT HERE AND DON'T DO A FUCKING THING.
HFIOASHFIOSGHIODJODF HUADISJFIGOEWHODFJS I'M GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!
I need to get out.

I AM SO MAD I HATE RYAN I HATE HIM! I don't know why I am doing this. WHY AM I DOING THIS? I feel like a complete fucking useless piece of shit. I hate everything I HATE IT. I just want to curl up and die, PLEASE EXPLODE WORLD PLEASE! I've never been so heart broken, ever in my life. The one day I am actually sad and need someone there is ( Read more... )

So. I guess this could be the end ( Read more... )

Almost a year has passed since I've written. I suppose some has changed but I don't think that much has. I finished my first year of college in May 2007. I turned 19 in June. I started my second year of college in August...and I should be graduating in May of 2008...I should be. Whether or not I do...that's another story ( Read more... )

I LOVE PRIMUS. And guitar hero.
I was patchuli (sp) oil.
Christmas was good.
the end.

So a lot has happend since my last update. Ryan and I moved in to gether and we are very happy. My mom is not fond of the idea but whatever. My brother moved back into my parents house because he broke up with his girlfriend. Sierra basically lives with us. School starts on Monday and I am so nervous. I just am so overwhelmed with shit i don' ( Read more... )

Ryan and I live together now. It's wonderful. I started work on the 5th. The kids are cuter than ever. College starts soon. I have to pay almost $2000 by the 15th of August. I have $100 to my name. I LOVE Ryan <33 HI KHIM I MISS YOU LITTLE TINKLE BUTT.

So since I've last updated, Ryan and I celebrated our 7 month on the 18th :). We've been looking for appartments and I'm looking forward to living with him ( Read more... )

Ryan and I did not get along well last night. In fact, it was a night full of fighting. We figured stuff out. This morning I woke up a bit bitter I suppose, then I placed my head on his chest and heard his heart beat, it was then that I knew everything was going to be just fine.

Ryan and I have been going out for 6 months, and we're going strong.
We were both really sick this weekend...so that was fun.
My mom and dad are idiots. They told me to fill out something for FAFSA and now they won't help me fill it out becasue they're watching a fucking movie. They're gay.
I love ryan.
I'm dumb.
BYEEEE