I love Ryan more than anything in this world ( Read more... )

So this past week was emotional. Blah ( Read more... )

So last night was new years. It was fun I must say. I went over to Ryans and we drank a little then Kevano came and picked us up then we went to chases for cigarettes. Then John called Kevanos cell phone and we had to go pick up him and Ashley. Well I must say John made a total ass out of himself. If I was Ashley I would have been ashamed to ( Read more... )

i'm in a really shitty mood.
last night i got to hang out with brad and general and it was so much fun. i missed them a lot.
i'm rolling on one hour of sleep.
the end.

Well. Today's Christmas ( Read more... )

I've had the best Christmas ever, and it's not even Christmas. I love Ryan with my whooollllllllllllllllleeeeeeee heart. He got me a necklace and it's the prettiest thing I've ever recieved from anyone. And I can't stop wearing itttttttttt. :) :) :) :). I'm a little bit sad though because I might not be able to see him for a while and it sucks ( Read more... )

I am the biggest bitch ever.  I hate myself right now.  Sometimes I say things just to try to hurt peoples feelings because I know it will bug them and I hate myself.  I'm so sorry Ryan I didn't mean to hurt you.  And hopefully you read this because I want to talk to you and I called you but you didn't pick up.  I'm sorry I was a bitch tonight like ( Read more... )

I miss General, Joey, Kate, Court, Quart, Zella, Ash, Ev, KC, and Dresshess.
I can't wait for summer. I love it, no school, and I do whatever the fuck I want to do.
I love Ryan and I want him to come over now.
The end

Ryan and I went to see King Kong last night. It was really good. I enjoyed it a lot. And as much as I complained about it on the way home I thought it was great. It was really sad, I cried, because I'm a pussy. The roads were really shitty on the way home and I was scared, becasue I'm a pussy ( Read more... )

I love Ryan.
I hate the fact that he's a big secret from my family. I wish my mom were more like my sister. She understands. I don't think I could ever bring a guy home to my father. He'd flip out. Fuck. I wish my parents weren't old fashioned. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I'm in a bad mood. Time for bed. night.